I wanna stop everything immediately!
I wanna just lie down on the bed!
I wanna do nothing!
I wanna flush myself in the toilet bowl!
I wanna kill myself!
I wanna quit!
I wanna do so many thing at one time!
I wanna tell him and him off!
I am so upset and I wanna do so many negative things but I can't. I can't run away from responsibilities. I can't stop doing what I'm supposed to do. I can't get enough rest and sleep. I can't avoid reality. I can't leave my job. I can't scold people. I can't share what's bugging me all these while with other people.
I want but I can't. This is so STRESSFUL. I feel like bursting out but how?
I think I am going kuku soon...
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