Then, you will get married to your right man and have your own children. When you get married, you not only marry the man you love but also to the family of the man you love. That means you need to take care of two families instead of one now. I think this is the biggest challenge for me now. I am still not used to it with his family as I only stayed with them for six months. Living with my family for 29 years cannot compare to living with another family for only six months, right ? I tried my best but I can't overcome my stubborness. I don't want to change but I know I have to. How long do I need, to be comfortable in the house I'm supposed to stay now ? Another six months ? Another year ? Or maybe after I have my own children ? I hope things will be better and I will feel more comfortable with my other family. Keeping my fingers cross.
I think I'm not being a good wife at all. Wives normally wait for their husband to come back from work, prepare their water for shower and cook a simple meal for them. I admit I did not do any of these at all. I don't wait for my husband to come back from work as both of us work at two different places. So, we only meet during weekends. I don't prepare water for shower for him as he can get the direct water from the water heater. Actually, I would like to prepare warm water for him to relax his legs but I'm yet to achieve that. Gosh...I'm such a lazy wife.
I'm still not willing to learn to cook as I don't feel comfortable as I live with my in-laws. It's been so long I didn't cook. Am I suppose to cook for my in-laws too ? If I cook and it doesn't taste good, how am I supposed to explain to my in-laws ? If it's only darling around, I think I don't feel so shy lo. If I stayed in the kitchen to cook for my hubby only, I will look very selfish, right ? So many
How to overcome all these problems ? How to take it easy ? How to be comfortable with everything around you ?
Please someone teach me. Thanks in advance.
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